Sevpremium - Hey yall I finally have the words for something that s been bothering me for a while I have been pushing my boundaries further than I want to be with content to make ends meet because I ve had a ton of unforeseen medical expenses taxes cost of living increase etc and so I ve been trying to stay afloat Unfortunately when times get tough I have been trying to cover my expenses by making lewder and lewder ppvs For those of you who know me you know that was never my style and it s really been affecting me mentally because I know I m doing it out of desperation and not because of my desire to make art Which is a major point here- I like making sexy cosplays shooting boudoir doing revealing content ships etc But I want those things to be held up my standard of quality and I want to put the time and effort in to make those actual art that I m proud of Instead of this need to release a set every week and have more casual content that s lewder than I want it to be because I know that s how I will pay rent I have finally grappled with this and realized how bad it s gotten and I need to take a step back This isn t to say I m not going to be posting sexy photo sets that still something I enjoy doing- but they will be at my own pace rather than constantly pushing the envelope I still am open to doing lewder customs here and there but just as a machine that pumps out lewd content it s not me and it s never been me and I ve been ignoring that sinking feeling for a while I want it to be that when I make a lewd set if I m feeling frisky that it s a treat- a couple times a year thing not a twice month thing I still have quite a lot of backlog to go through so there will still be some stuff I post in the near future that s still pretty lewd but then I m going to walk it back quite a lot for my own sanity Obviously I m still scared about making ends meet but I m asking my job for a raise and I m hoping that they agree because then OF can be about art for me again and not about making rent Anyway that s all I just wanted to say something now that I have the words and have reflected on it As always I really do appreciate all y all s support Read more
