Kalikushxoxo - Accepting tip donations or CA V3NM03 SunshinHazeXO to try to get my life back together after being SA d by my last partner last week It s hard to get in the mood rn Also It may be a bit before I am able to shoot content again I am in the process of re-designing Da Muddaship v 4-5 0 Idk which version but I AM enjoying that at least Designing a new space that is MINE to make comfortable safe amp a reflection of the new ME There s still so much to be done but I m in no rush In due time I will correct my wrong doings repair damages to bridges my crazy pyro ass burnttt and balance will be restored in my life Anything removed does not serve my highest power and I do not mean position or control but MY souls contract I thought a protection order would make me feel safer but now that he s breaking it without a care shows no I do NOT consent and NO YOU LEGALLY CANNOT DO THIS TO ME don t mean anything to him No is not a word in his vocabulary unless he s using it as it seems I don t think I will FULLY feel safe until he is behind bars Which is making finding work difficult I need to heal my mind first I m happy to be free amp surrounded with genuine love and support again but I have a LONG journey of healing my inner-self and learning to fully love myself to do first Things can only get better from here That I know to be certain
