Myaqueen - Good morning I think I owe you guys an apology I know I ve been less here than usual I didn t wanted to say anything but honestly being in lockdown for 6 months alone not seeing anyone and the winter that is coming is so depressing I haven t felt good with my body lately and was ashamed to show it because it doesn t look the same as before I didn t workout that much this year and it made my ass looking different and less tone it s just weird to get use to something different Sorry I was shy to show myself because I felt like crap inside And I want to be so perfect and so sexy for you that when I feel like I m not that it s hard to take pictures and feel confident about them Sometimes I forget you re happy to see me no matter what if you say that you don t care and want to see me anyway I ll definitely be more present I was just lacking self-esteem lately I m sorry
