Itsgorjess - Hi I know it s been a while since I made a video and believe me nobody is beating myself up harder for it than I am I went to a 4 day campout festival that began on Friday and it was great I have so much to say about it Yet today is 2 days in a row that I have gotten all the way ready for a video fully set up and at the last minute felt like I just can t do it It s the strangest thing A friend of mine told me I might feel depressed for a few days after the festival ended and maybe that s what s happening Then again getting myself motivated has been a bit of an issue even before the trip So Idk I want to be back so bad but I just can t seem to do it lately Here and there I ve been working on a burp video so maybe I should just focus on that for now I know those videos aren t for everybody but the people who love them LOVE them myself included even though they re a lot of work Any encouragement is welcome at the moment I hate to sound needy but Managing myself is a joke at times I need a fire lit under my ass and I dunno I guess I m just asking for help XXXO Jess Read more
