Kametzer - Hey all I m so sorry for the silence When I started housesitting in April I thought it was going to be absolutely amazing for the gains and I was so excited to go past 430 while I was there Then the realization hit I didn t have a job I didn t have money and the kitchen there was basically deemed unusable so I started losing weight and it led to a spiral of loss I ended up around 375 and honestly that hurt my ego and confidence so badly that I just couldn t bring myself to post It was horrible I was not a fan of my body at that time and just didn t feel right putting things online HOWEVER things are turning around for the better I got two jobs now one of which is actively encouraging the gains themselves gotta love working with bears About two weeks ago I ordered boost and then another case when that ran out and well let s just say seeing an 8 lbs gain in a little over a week is motivating I m not sure how active I ll be posting while I m recovering just yet I gotta find all the weight I lost before I feel good about it again But these few days of overindulgence have certainly sparked that gainer bug that s just screaming 600 600 600 in my ear I am posting little bits here and there on grommr and insta as well Read more
