Beeboo.girl - Swipe for all photos I am a horny potato I took these photos few minutes ago And after I had to play with myself and give myself one good orgasm I still sometimes get frustrated that I am single for over 2 5 years And did not have a sex for almost a year For sure having a page here was for me nourishing in my lonely year and blessed me with many lovely orgasms and nice connections But that frustration to not have warm body next to me when I am falling asleep is still here Thank you for being with me here It means a lot Even I was not so active in past months Life brought onto my path very challenging moments - but challenging in the best way possible the meditation retreat two months ago which triggered in my body kundalini - constant spontaneous body shakes spasms weird body reactions and also orgasms And week ago I finished my ista training which basically triggered out of my body even more I spent entire week vigorously shaking my body releasing lot of painful emotions grief and discovering my behavioural patterns and their roots in childhood Discovering my feminine and masculine side and how they dance together Questioning who am I and how I wanna share with world with neighbour with myself I am living these days like there is no tomorrow Just feeling what is present and where my energy wants to go Observing and being present with my remaining pains but also joys I feel like I am at the moment reframing my entire reality It is full of unknown Scary and exciting same time One is sure I want to learn how to embrace myself with my inner holding arms integrate my masculine so my chaotic and wild feminine can be safe to express and to freely love and give to the world without being depleted Without integration of my missing parts my masculine I can t be fully in service it seems to be my journey to be alone for now To reconnect first with my inner masculine Before I am able to get into connection with other human beings and especially romantically intertwine with men Wish me a luck Life Love Us Read more
